When sharing his story, the rapper says he was 'at my mom house, laying on the floor, balled up in a corner with my grandad's ashes or my cousins' during his grieving process.'
- Feb 26, 2023
AceShowbiz - 600 Breezy admitted that he was on a "drug binge" for months in the wake of his girlfriend Raven's suicide. The rapper reflected on the dark times when appearing on VladTV.
"I was a skeleton," the emcee recalled. "I just went on a three, four-month, just drug binge... Literally, at my mom house, laying on the floor, balled up in a corner with my grandad's ashes or my cousins. Just trying to feel their energy. I just wanted to understand life more, because it was just like, 'Aight, my girl not here, I don't want to be here no more.' "
600 Breezy went on to note, "She was a great part of my life. She taught me a lot. I got a lot from her. As like, she was only in my life for two years so why end my life for - you know what I'm saying?" He added, "Do something stupid when I got kids that I gotta raise forever. Even when they're 30, I'm still gonna have to be in they life."
"I still got my mom, I do something to myself…my mom. You know, I had to really sit back and think," he continued. "I just used the drugs to cope, just to be in a numbness. Then I have to snap out of it."
600 Breezy confirmed his girlfriend's tragic passing in September 2022. Posting a picture of them together, he penned on Instagram, "Baby why would you do this to me , why would you do this to us. I was coming back home I promised you I would." He added, "You just gone leave me forever? You kno how many people love you raven ? I would've never left if this was the outcome."
"Im f**ked up for the rest of my life baby mentally you just finished me . Im shaking I'm crying I love you so much stinky pie . My woman my wife my life …You pushed me away so you can do this ???" he went on to say. "I would've died with you raven I did any and everything for you …I'll never be able to love again @raven.k.jackson . I'll see you soon baby. God help me please."
