Louis' 14-year-old sister Daisy says she's 'feeling alone,' while her twin sister Phoebe admits the thought of never seeing Felicite again 'scares me like you wouldn't believe.'
- Mar 18, 2019
AceShowbiz - Four days after the tragic passing of Louis Tomlinson's sister Felicite Tomlison, her younger sisters Daisy Tomlinson and Phoebe Tomlinson broke their silence on Instagram. The 14-year-old twins paid tribute to their older sister while sending her away to be with their late mother in their posts.
Daisy revealed she only posted the tribute after her fourth attempt "to write this." Saying that she's "broken" and her "heart is bleeding," she still couldn't believe that her sister's gone. "I keep imagining and praying they have the wrong person. Not my sister, my best friend," she wrote along with a throwback picture of her and her sisters.
She recalled one of the last moments they shared together, "It was only a few weeks ago that we were sat on the sofa bed at 3am drinking tea, eating French fries and chatting about the future. You told me about all your plans. We were excited." She added, "I would cuddle you a million times over if you were still here, with me."
"I want to hold you, keep you safe. Tell you how much you meant to me and how much I adored you," Daisy continued, as she admitted, "I'm frightened without you. You've left me feeling alone." Mentioning their late mother Johannah Deakin, she said, "Mama needed you. i hope you are happier up there with her. make sure you don't forget about us. keep us in your conversations. i have two angels now, watching over me. i can't wait to make you both so proud of me."
On her own Instagram account, Phoebe shared an old picture of Felicite when she was a little girl. Calling Felicite her "best friend, sister, motivator and person that could make me laugh until I cried," Phoebe said, "I'm lost without you and the thought of never seeing you again scares me like you wouldn't believe."
Also remembering her mother, she continued, "I will love you forever and ever and you and mama will have a place in my heart until the day I die. Please tell me your watching over us and that you will always remember the way we all laughed together."
She remembered the things they did together and said Felicite was "the best at story telling." She added, "Mummy needed you and you desperately needed her. I'm so glad your together now and she has you to rub her feet in heaven like you used to. I pray that you're in a better place now. We love you like you wouldn't believe. Fly high my beautiful sister."
Their other sister Lottie Tomlison didn't post on her own account, but commented on Daisy's post, "Our precious Fizze forever," followed by a heart symbol.
Louis' teenage sister Felicite died at her home in Earls Court, London on Wednesday, March 13 after suffering a suspected heart attack. She was 18. The "Two of Us" singer has remained silent after his sister's passing, which came two years after their mother Johannah lost her battle against leukemia in December 2016. The One Direction star has been left "devastated and distraught" by Felicite's death.
The aspiring fashion designer, who used to be a "happy, confident and bubbly" girl, had reportedly turned into a diet and exercise-driven introvert and shut out her friends following her mother's death. A source told The Mirror, "When her mum died she really went into herself. She was never really the same... I still saw her often but she was closed off. It seemed like she'd shut down her trust." Her pals allegedly noticed Felicite's weight loss due to her excessive fitness.
